Drowning

“that moment when deep down you know something is true but you just refuse to see and to admit it…and then you realize you have to or things will get so much worse….and you are frozen in fear of what you might discover but you can’t stop moving forward because you know you have to….yea I’m drowning in this moment….sinking deeper….losing myself…..wishing the water would overtake me…hiding me from the pain, confusion and loss ahead….wanting to plunge in the deep darkness below the surface….to get lost in the perfect beauty of drowning….if only..”

Love

“sometimes I forget to breathe…when you watch me with those dark eyes….only realizing when my chest aches….you look away and I take that chance….to stare at you….drinking in your beauty….that untamed strength…you can’t see the fierce hunger boldly written across my face…undisguised….my face flushes….warm and bright as I bite my lip…to keep from saying your name….to keep for calling you…gathering your attention…so I can whisper all the things that are hidden….here…locked inside my mind….I want you…I need you…I ache for you…I burn for you….forcing myself to look away before you see….before you catch me…before you discover all this passion…hidden in me….waiting for you….I look back to catch your eyes on me again…you smile….that sweet, oblivious perfection of yours…such honesty…steals my breath again…”

Ramblings About You

You drive me crazy...it's this burning ache that never goes away....you know I adore you but you can't fathom the intensity of my feelings....I NEED, LOVE, WANT, ACHE, BURN, LUST, CRY, FEEL for you....and you have no idea how much I wish my feelings were returned....I know you care about me....I  know you think I'm attractive...I know that you want me happy...I know that you don't feel to the depth that I do...and sadly I don't think that you ever will...it makes my heart hurt....my chest burns....my body aches...my soul trembles....please be mine

You

“I keep sitting here….thinking about you…you captivate me….with your roughness…your passion…your intelligence….your sense of humour….your compassion….your intensity….your fever….your curiosity….your spontaneity….your looks….you just draw me in…I fall harder and harder every day…I think I might be falling in love with you….and it terrifies me because I know you don’t feel the same”

You Own Me

Not till he has turned his eyes on you, dark with need…until he has smoothed his hands over your skin, learning your body, tantalizing with the simplest touch…until then you will not know want, you will not understand hunger, you will never feel this burning desire that fills me….this unending, ever-lingering passion simmering under my skin….only he can discover it and only he can satisfy it.