Picnik Delights

So in my spare time I Picnik photos that I like.....Here are a few of my faves.

HMMMM...

I'm thinking that maybe I should just give up on dating and relationships right now....I just don't think it's working out for me. I find that I'm too possessive and clingy for people to want to be with me. I hate it and I'm trying not to be like that but nevertheless that is just the way I am. I'm getting better but it's still not that great.

So I think unless this turns around, it shall just be work, friends and dancing with some blogging thrown in there for this lady.

Love K

Confessions

1. I am quite the flirt...I can't really help it! I'm mostly just really friendly and just have a bit of a sexual edge so it seems like I'm flirting with you. When I really like someone, I have a tendency to be not so smooth and in fact very shy and nervous. If I'm confident and flirty, you are probably just a friend or someone I care about.

2. When I'm with someone, I have a tendency to be nervous, jealous and sometimes a little distrusting but I think I'm worth it. If I love you, I will give you my everything, I will be devoted and I will be a great friend as well as girlfriend.

3. My two biggest fears are :

• To become crippled, blind/deaf or otherwise physically changed in an accident.
• To end up living my life alone...to realize at the end of it, I have no one and no one will miss me.

4. I worry that I really am not normal and that I don't think I fit into this world quite right. Like maybe I am missing something or I wasn't meant for this....

5. Some moments I am ridiculously confident in my looks, personality and skills...other days I can't imagine why anyone would like me.

Love K