Ache

I see you and I smile...I can't help it. You make me laugh, you pull me in, drawing me further into the perfection of your insanity. I am lost in the simplicity of the way we are when we talk....I do not understand how it can be so lovely. And yet it is so imperfect....I am so lost, so corrupted by your rugged sincerity. You are so completely honest, so open it's as if a beautiful book is laid before me with its endless tranquillity and pure chaos. A book that's words escape me, I am floundering, reaching for their beautiful strength. Why are you so hard to capture? A flickering light so captivating but so unattainable...I cannot understand your simplicity with all its hidden complexity. I wish I could discover the secret to your golden soul. I wouldn't want to tame your rough edges or smooth your wild heart....I just burn to steal your breathe like you snatch mine away.

And sadly...you can never see this.....

Long Gone

Guys always take me for granted and I fight for their love and they think it's okay to just ignore me and act like I don't matter......then I get fed up and I move on.....then they realize what they've lost and that they really do love me....so I'm moving on and moving forward....and they're there stuck thinking about the past and what idiots they are.....good job guys...will I ever meet a smart guy?