What to do?

These days I feel this need to drop everything and run! This life feels like its suffocating me! All I want is to figure out what I want to do the rest of my life! I long to find my place in the world instead of just working a mediocre job and sitting there confused, lost, desperate. I want to travel, I want to meet people, I wanna learn about life and the people in it!

I have no idea what kind of career I want! I mean I thought make-up artistry but I don`t know if I could get a job. Plus I don't know if I could be good enough to make a career. I mean I'm good and I really enjoy it but I think for me it needs to stay more in a hobby/fun-thing-to-do area in my life (at least for now). I do love to write and I constantly have a story in my mind but I just can't get the story out on paper, or at least not in the right words. I've thought of a psychologist because I really like helping people and I'm really good at understanding them but I don't think I could do it as a career. HMMM...

I love to read books especially paranormal and fantasy. I love to write the same sort of books.
I love to travel and learn about different cultures.
I love fashion. I have great styles (or so I've heard haha). I love to put together outfits and I read lots of fashion magazines.
I love make-up and experimenting to create new looks.
I love to talk to people and understand them. I like to know all I can about their life and what they think and feel.

So what does all that add up to?

I just don't know what to do and I feel like a failure. A lost, hopeless failure.

K